ZANDER'S PLACE
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	I have been battling with myself for years and years. Only recently I found peace with the male inside me I tried to keep hidden. Here is an excerpt of my old journal. **Tuesday, April 13, 2004 By the time I get to college, my family will have to say good-bye to Megan because she's going away never coming back. Zander is outgroing this girlish shell. He needs to break out because he can't breathe. I would kill to be one of the guys and not "the only girl here"... I'm done trying to compromise. I'm trying to make everyone else happy but all the while I'm miserable. I'm done trying to please everyone. This is something I need to do so if you don't like it, then either go fuck yourself or learn to adjust.**