The fight for my daughter is over, in the end it resulted in the termination of my Parental rights by means of pressure of never leading a normal life. My daughter is safe and thriving, although I would have loved to have raised her myself, that's not how DFS makes money. I couldn't ask for a better placement at this time, may she do well and prosper.
  I am sorry to all those whom my website may have hurt, please understand it was my only means of defense and was for the most part very effective. I love my sister and never meant to hurt her in any way, I was hurting and being kicked, I over reacted.
  After a-lot of hard thinking I have decided to remove my website as it would be best for my daughter.
  The state is wrong, will always be wrong and denied me some of my most basic civial libterties. My love for my daughter however, rules over all. Case and point...
  If you came here looking for help because the state has intruded into your life (ves), you have two options. Get rich, or give up, because once you are sucked into their world you can't get out. I love and miss my daughter, she will always be in and have part of my heart.

  Joshua McDowell

12/01/06 < From Italy >
  There was a recent glitch some how in Geocities servers and my website went live again. Either that or someone hacked my website just to bring it back on-line. ( Yeeeeah right ) Either way, I did not intend for this website to become active as I have the utmost respect for my daughters privacy. I will be permenently deleting this website as soon as I have it backed up in a way that suits my needs so this cannot happen again.  Remember, she will always be my baby girl and there is nothing you can do to change that no matter how hard you try.